PestdoktorMiasma

This one here: ~KrysaVorona (https://www.deviantart.com/krysavorona) Need a new start. If you are bothered by me changing my account again, you don't have to follow of course. I mean, you don't have to follow either way. If you do, yay, if not, I won't be angry. I don't want to write long explanations. So...yeah. Just need the change. A whole new gallery with stuff I REALLY wanna do. Right now...I feel like quitting art because I feel forced to draw stuff I don't enjoy. I just really want to draw for myself again. *sigh* But eh, I needed the money back then for my dog, sooo gotta get through with this. x'D I will upload the remaining feral or tlk themes commissions o

All info here: I wanted to post this earlier but had a major throwback. Then things were kinda cool, but very busy, and then shit hit me again on Saturday due to a certain incident that kinda triggered the rest. So sorry that I'm posting this but still fail to reply to everyone. I will try to be back asap.

Oh my God. I am so damn nervous, and scared, and on the verge of a panic attack. I just feel awful and can't even think straight. I just thought that writing about it might help but I doubt it. But still..gotta get this off my mind, maybe it'll help me just a little bit. *takes  a deep breath* Soo...this is kinda awkward maybe, but...I got an appointment today. And my heart's racing and I'm shaking just thinking of it. I gotta go to the gynecologist today. I've only been there once before, I think three years ago or so... I will hopefully finally start hormone treatment in September, but before the doctors are going to allow me to do tha